I found a new place to live, and signed the lease this week. I am moving into a 3 bedroom 2 and a half bath condo in the Brickyard area of SLC. Move in date is July 15th. With my work schedule this is gonna be one crazy move. I’ll have a week to get my stuff into boxes, and a few days to get it moved before I have to be back down to Vegas to work. I am also working on getting a job in Utah. I am getting tired of the back and forth and getting a bit lonely in Las Vegas. I’ve tried a few times to get a job in SLC this past year, and things never worked out. I’m kind of tired of trying so hard. I just wish something would work out for me. Don’t get me wrong, I am blessed. I am very lucky to have what I have, and to have had the time I needed to spend in Vegas taking care of my dad. But now, I need a little relief…break..something. I am so tired physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually. I am tired of being strong. Lately my dreams have been of running away. Taking a travel job and just leaving everyone and everything for a few months. But so many people depend on me, I just don’t see how that can work.
I might do it anyways. Eek.