I bore myself. No seriously!!
I was pondering my life and trying to figure out why it has been so long since I have dated. It’s been 4 years since my last kiss. Sad huh. But the thing is…I never get asked out. So I was thinking about this. Part of it was I wasn’t ready to date. I got stomped on pretty hard the last time, and I needed time to heal. But now I am ready, to move on. One major problem though….. I am a complete bore!! I work and that’s just about it. I have no passion, no hobbies, no nothing. I put myself to sleep when I talk. When did I become this shell of a person? When did I check out? I’ve become a complete Ice Queen. No emotion whatsoever. I think things have been so hard for me the last 5 years, that I just shut down. I had a little time in Utah to heal, but that is quickly coming to an end and I haven’t made enough progress to make a difference. I’m gonna be single forever.
I’d become the creepy cat lady, except the cats would kill me…literally. Guess I need a plan B. Hmmmm…..I think I want to take over the world. Time to fire ze missiles.
You’re kidding, right? Do you honestly think I’d want to be within a state of you if you were boring?
I think you’re awesome, Maurianne. And I’m not saying that because we’re friends. I’m saying that because that’s why we’re friends.
Tell you what, when you decide to stop being a workaholic, you and me and Trav and Char will hang out and make a hobby.
Cause dang. I’m lamesville, and I thought I was awesometown.
Listen to Snoops. You’re great. You just need to realise it first. Get out there and have fun!