I bore myself. No seriously!!
I was pondering my life and trying to figure out why it has been so long since I have dated. It’s been 4 years since my last kiss. Sad huh. But the thing is…I never get asked out. So I was thinking about this. Part of it was I wasn’t ready to date. I got stomped on pretty hard the last time, and I needed time to heal. But now I am ready, to move on. One major problem though….. I am a complete bore!! I work and that’s just about it. I have no passion, no hobbies, no nothing. I put myself to sleep when I talk. When did I become this shell of a person? When did I check out? I’ve become a complete Ice Queen. No emotion whatsoever. I think things have been so hard for me the last 5 years, that I just shut down. I had a little time in Utah to heal, but that is quickly coming to an end and I haven’t made enough progress to make a difference. I’m gonna be single forever.
I’d become the creepy cat lady, except the cats would kill me…literally. Guess I need a plan B. Hmmmm…..I think I want to take over the world. Time to fire ze missiles.
